Thursday, September 13, 2007 9/13/2007 09:14:00 PM
quarter-life crossroads?
as i'm coming to an intersection, i'm starting to walk slowly as i try to consider my moves carefully. i had an answer. as of yesterday however, i'm beginning to ponder upon my previous reply. talked abt the thinking tt made me ponder upon my choice and...i must agree its not what i've been thru tt determines my choice, its what i'll be going thru in each individual path and which will i gain the most to reach my ultimate destination. i was told its obvious tt i still seem like i'll hold onto my initial decision. haa..is it really tt obvious? i wonder....hmmm...i'm angry. pple say i'm childish to hold onto my pride, why shld i not? just because i'm being looked down upon, esp by pple who supposedly shld be close to me, i'll always try to stand tall and prove them wrong. physically i'm not but mentally, sometimes i feel like an orphan. is it a good thing to be independent? i guess its not sometimes, esp when you are left alone and nobody seem to care anymore abt you.. it really seem easy to point fingers at others and blame them for letting you down but when will you ever learn tt you too have a part to play for whatever tt is happening? to claim you have so much experience in life, arent you ashamed you havent come to realise tt nobody in this world has an obligation to hold and lead you at any time in your life? i shld learn to prevent myself from following your footsteps and learn to stay away from such negativity mind as yours.
