Sunday, June 10, 2007 6/10/2007 01:00:00 AM
random thoughts
been trying to do some thinking lately but sometimes my mind just don't allow...hmm..just feel more strongly nowadays that what people think or say to me, seem to have quite some effect on my feelings. i'm trying to ignore those negative comments as much as possible but it still follows after me somehow. after over 20 years, i'm still learning how to interact with human beings. being not very expressive with words, sometimes it can be quite difficult to say certain things out of my mouth personally. then i'll tend to do what i always like: start keeping my thoughts inside. however...along the way i've learned that without making your thoughts known, it's impossible for anyone to know what you actually think. in some ways, it'll be gd to do so. i know and i'm still trying to learn and distinguish what are the things that is alright to make known, what are not....为何要有那么多事情想？很多时候， 我很清楚地知道你是在开玩笑，但我就是会想你是否是认真的。我知道我自己真的想太多了。。。
