Wednesday, June 20, 2007 6/20/2007 01:16:00 AM
my voice...
at this hr, i'm starting to feel hungry again. oh no..i guess i might have put on some weight these days, considering that i wasn't really able to clear what is inside. yucks! haa...sr...papayas is not something that i really hate, i just don't prefer it over other choices. but i must say, it does taste ok once in a blue moon...actually i'm ok with the taste, only that i'll imagine the look of papayas when the seeds are still there. it looks soooo DISGUSTING!! *pukes* =Pok, the past wkn seem to be a very slow one, esp with all my naggings, complaints and whining. why do i seem to have so much to pick on these days huh? i really wonder....i'm like an old lady. i must really learn to be content with what i have now. the past has already past...move on and strive for your future jx! i can't really put a blame on anyone or push the blame to anyone..for i know no one want it at all. it just so happen that life takes such a turn in our lives. now, i really feel like going back to the real old me. the person who keeps alot inside all because i don't wanna create any unnecessary trouble, conflict. but i know it's wrong too, sometimes it'll only make things even more worse. sighz..doing this way is wrong, doing the other way is also wrong. why can't all ways in life be made up of just one eqn? hmmm...perhaps that is how "excitement" plays a part in life? haa....then i must learn how to react fast and slow at the appropriate time too. i realise, i tend to react in the wrong manner mostly. -.-"" CRAZY ME!i am always displaying sign posts but i'm still in need...actually i'm quite certain what is going on. maybe i don't really wanna go think abt it, don't wanna face it ultimately.someone wanna see some "special" msg, so here it is. haa...i know sometimes i just talk too much till i even feel tt it hurts your ears. sorry.. sometimes when i recall your msg abt not wanna be tactless, perhaps i shld start learning tt too right? haa...it'll train my mind how to react correctly in different circumstances. i won't get bored with you too, or else i won't be pestering you so much..haahaa
