Thursday, November 02, 2006 11/02/2006 10:05:00 AM
fallen and crushed
having faced the worst period of my life, i shld be numbed to anything tt comes. easy to say of cos. when things happens, i'm still affected. ok tt's a gd thing, shows i'm still a living human being.life had nv been easy, having to going through different periods of the life course. but as some wise men said, life has to go on, it has to move on. w/o expecting so much tt such a thing will happen right at this timing, i've fallen. fallen frm above, smacking the ground hard. no buffer, no cushion-ed fall. still lying on the ground, it's difficult to stand up esp w/o any hands to pull you along the way. probably i'm reluctant to stand up and face the world at all. how long am i gonna lie down? i don't know. where are the pple when i need them the most? why isn't anyone giving in to me? time just doesn't allow me to halt everything else and drown myself. 原来21岁也不是一件好事. as i roam ard this world, who is there for me? will there be anyone at all? single. alone. one. an individual. who am i? what am i worth?
