Friday, September 22, 2006 9/22/2006 01:41:00 PM
am i being who i am again?
guess i'm being myself again, pendulum. but this time i know i'm not swing as violently as last time.i try and want to know you more.as time pass and things evolve, i see more.but the more i see, sometimes i do start to feel i don't understand you.as much as i know of you now, i'm getting disappointed with you at the same amt of depth too.at extremes, i really feel like staying far and away frm you.seeing tt it'll worsen things, i refrain frm doing such hurtful things.and it seems to hurt me more as i carry on.maybe i shld just let go my thoughts and the feelings i put in gradually?Clay Aiken - Invisible
What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make to see that I'm alive
Chorus
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincibleI'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I standI would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait...I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd
I called your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
Chorus
If I was invisible
Then I could watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait...I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
