Thursday, August 24, 2006 8/24/2006 11:18:00 PM
i need but i can't....
had more time to talk to her today. though i see her everyday, i communicate with her much lesser than previously. sometimes i do feel i need to talk to her, sometimes i feel i just need her to be beside me physically. talking to her makes me feel better somehow. she's the only one who knows the 'whole story'. but i understand i can't be too unreasonable, i'm not the only one in her life and i don't occupy her world. she is just too busy for me and i don't want to feel like i'm disturbing her. chucking things aside is, after all, not the solution. it will still come to mind from time to time. maybe i really need to learn to stand up on my own quickly.
