Tuesday, May 30, 2006 5/30/2006 01:22:00 AM
chiong-ster @ work
i think i chiong too much @ work. just last wk alone, i managed to clock like 42 hrs!broke all my past records.ridzwan said i shld spend more time with friends and family.i know too but i need $$.. haahaamaybe i'll start to slow down after mid june.in case you're wondering, won't i be tired?frankly speaking, no really.working 4 whole days in a row isn't exactly tt tiring.just tt if you're working 'alone', it gets boring, feels tired n restless easily...everytime i'm working 'alone', nasir would say, "jiaxin, why today so quiet?"tt's cos i'm lonely lar of cos...there isn't really anyone i could talk to, joke with, play with..most importantly, you don't get much help when you need it on those 'lonely days'.politics are starting to surface @ work.shld i call it politics? i don't know...misunderstandings, bad temper, attitude problems....sighz..everytime i hear a story, i could only nod my head and absorb it all.it starts to get more stressful now too.slowly starting to do more runner-job, bar-job..i feel i'm expected to perform and probably expectation of myself is high too.i just don't like being looked down especially physically.alot of stuff to do everytime.being sandwiched between supervisors and chefs.i know who i shld listen to but if i listen to one side, i'll get scoldings frm the other side.sighz..really don't know what to do...
