Sunday, February 05, 2006 2/05/2006 12:27:00 AM
am i too nice?
i always thought i'm doing the right thing. obviously i'm not, learning from past experience.so i tried to clear the air by making myself 'heard'.again, i don't know if i shld have in the first place. things become abit weird after saying it out.i said i would change so i guessed it's a step i must take no matter what the outcome may be.i'm being neglected in some sense.everybody wanna hear nice words but i think you just don't realise.when you're busy with your friends, talking to you makes me look like a nut talking to myself.you behave just like another mei of mine.when you're bored, you call me and expect me to listen and entertain you.i know you're damn free now.don't keep telling me you're not having fun after consecutive days of outing.i'm boring to you but don't give me answers just to entertain me k.you don't understand a single thing and yet you wanna make comments.you said you hope to start sch soon so you could understand me better.well, i hope you do too.
