Saturday, August 27, 2005 8/27/2005 01:15:00 AM
deprivation of life...
realise my past few entries has been depressing, all abt sch life, study and nothing else.my life is really SO SO BORING!!maybe it isn't colorful actually but now, it's turning from grey to black to darkness...and i don't see it having some colour in the near future.shld i be more optimistic? i shld but it's so damn damn difficult.date me, my readers, let's go do something crazy, something fun...before i go mad and suffer depression.actually to be frank, i don't really know what's going wrong in my life.i know it's not sch life cos i'm still coping well.actually i think i do know, just tt i don't want to go face it and solve it.i'm contradicting but who cares?grrr...i miss running on a track, esp moments where i run with a big group of pple.i miss a lot of pple...xinyan. rachael. chris. yiling. erene, eunice. shelia.i miss crapping with rina, shirana, francis, zixin....why must life go on? why life can't just pause at happy moments?
