Saturday, July 09, 2005 7/09/2005 12:58:00 AM
really long, past wk
i haven't been blogging for long. so let me vent some anger, express some moodiness and everything.last sun, 3rd jul:it was short of staff till yati asked me to do caller and izwan to do runner. ok, i 'called' orders before and worked before inside a few times but there are still a lot of things tt i don't know. by not knowing everything, i got scolded by the chefs. it was busy too, got so many orders. i freakingly wanted to burst out crying already then francis asked if i could handle. obviously i can't! yati came in and do caller then i had my dinner. i couldn't even have dinner in peace. how to, when i just went through a stressful time? i can't settle down and relax instantly! when i was complaining to yati in the kitchen, tears just came to my eyes lor...i felt so much unjustice but what can i do? they have already scolded me, things won't ever be the same anymore! i think the whole night i showed a very pissed face. till now, i still feel unjustice and i just teared while typing! after tt night, it somehow made me decided not to continue working when sch starts.supposedly, wed was my off day. but i volunteered to work cos it was somebody's off day. and this somebody is someone i don't like there. well, it wasn't tt bad. at least i used my break time to plan the modules i wanna take nxt sem. useful time spent!thu was mad. cos got shirana, rina, zixin and me. we were laughing and talking right early in the morning liao! nothing special happened though. including today, i worked for 5.5 straight days already. i did runner today. ok, i shall admit tt my left wrist is really weak. ever since i did runner, my wrist would hurt occassionally at the end of the day, after work. it felt like it got twisted or bent in the other direction. right now it's hurting. i don't know what's wrong with my wrist, not like i bent my wrist while carrying those dishes out. maybe it's just plain heavy till it causes pain in my wrist. i seriously hope it won't get worse, i hope my bone is not where it's supposed not to be or the muscle at my wrist won't get strained. now, at some angles it looked as if it's swollen.i just informed francis informally tt my last day at work shall be 24th jul. initially i was asking if bugis is really short of staff, yes he said. so logically i should inform him earlier tt i'm leaving. 24th will be the earliest tt i'll leave. at most, i'll pass 1 wk frm tt date. it's not tt i don't wanna continue after sch starts. just one wk before, i've decided to stay on and try it out even though after considering, there are more disadvantages than advantages. but after this week, it made me decided against it, a totally different decision. i admit it's much more fun working here cos the pple there are mostly ard the same age. but sadly, this reason is not strong enough. so now, i'm like in a moody mood cos the thought of leaving there makes me sad.working for 5.5 straight days is crazy! i had no life at all. go to work with light, go home with darkness. wake up, go work, go home, slp, wake up, go work....this is how my life have been recently. i just read a few friend's blogs. a lot seems to have happened. shelia, congrats on passing tt tp.
xinyan, whatever you went through the past few days, i hope it wasn't tt bad. i haven't seen you for very long! miss ya..laura, i know you just got involved in a road accident. i hope you're getting better, feeling better. have you been discharged?lyly, sch just started. i hope everything is still fine for you.
