Thursday, June 16, 2005 6/16/2005 12:40:00 AM
feelings
been talking to francis again. although we're both tired, he don't wanna slp and i just can't slp, so we talk lor....somehow he reminds me of micky. everytime i talk to micky, whatever he says nv fails to make me think abt how i shld have plans for my future.well, this time we talked abt how you shld live your life. turning 20 is really a turning point, it's a checkpoint for another different lap in the race. the race to living human life, chasing whatever one wants. 20 plus is the age to try all new things. so at least when one gets old, turning 30, 40, he can look back on his memories. memories will stay forever and it's always nice to have beautiful memories. whatever you wanna do, just do ahead and try it out boldly. don't be afraid. now after tt talk, it makes me really wanna go try out wakeboarding, skydiving, extreme sports..who's interested? haahaa...it makes me feel tt i do think too much sometimes. scared of this, scared of that, then everything also don't dare to do. what gd will it be like tt? who cares even if you don't have someone to accompany you to try out what you wanna do? go do it on your own and make new friends there. i know it's easy to say. i wanna widen my social circle too but i'm an introvert and tt's what cannot be denied. so it'll probably take some time for me to be opening up easily.
