Sunday, May 15, 2005 5/15/2005 01:04:00 AM
many thoughts and feelings
today is another off day for me. didn't really expect to get an off day, cos sun is supposed to be busy..well, i'm gonna talk only a few stuff in this entry...let's see...fri (13/5) i was working full shift but then during my break, i'm supposed to go meet lyly at sim lim sq to buy some stuff. since my working place is so near sim lim sq, i just need to walk. as i walk, i passed by my grandma's house.i think i miss her a lot.as i said, her house is near my working place. if she's still alive, i could have go there during my breaks or even stay over so i don't have to travel up and down all the time.however, it's not about cos she used to stay there tt's why i'm missing her.it's more like now tt i've grown up as compared to when i was in sec sch, i'll probably be more filial than last time.as in, now all my thinkings and actions will probably be more responsible or better than last time when i was younger.just feel tt it's too late and too pitiful tt she had gone when i'm not considered mature enough. i didn't have the time to display my actions.sighz.working was still fun though.i broke a cup the other day. then alan, my manager, gave me tt look.tt place was probably not a lucky place tt day, i was the 2nd person to break a cup on the same day, at the very same spot.alan reminds me a bit of dr tan and mr loh sb. a mix of both i think.he got the 'want-laugh-but-don't-want-laugh-out' look always.then he speak kinda soft too. can't really here what he ask me do everytime.he's lame too. work halfway then suddenly ask me qian bian qns. pengz.i don't know but i think the place there got a bit of politics, a bit of racial separation too.hmmm....sucks in some way.some staff there talk like they wanna fight. maybe cos busy time quite stress but still, it pisses me off.so rude.
