Tuesday, January 04, 2005 1/04/2005 01:31:00 AM
pls talk to me if u need to
i don't know what happened last sat..you told me you had a terrible day but when i continue askin, you refuse to tell me more..
"don't be too nice to girls", this was in your hp's welcome note..obviously the thing tt happened had somethin to do with girls..i was guessin, apparently you were nice to some girls and they don't appreciate....i can't help thinkin what had happened, it was difficult for me to know tt you're feelin down and yet be able to fall asleep...
i don't know what i'm thinkin..i just feel a little confused, sad and i'm worried for you..maybe a small pinch of jealousy too..but i'm not sure what had happened so i guess the jealousy part is kinda early to be a part of how i feel now..
i'm confused cos i can't seem to think what may have happened tt has such impact on you, cos i don't know why you won't tell me abt it..i'm sad cos i can't seem to be able to help you, cos it's suppose to be a special thing btw us but you can't seem to confide in me..maybe you need some time to rearrange your thoughts and feelings before tellin anyone..i understand, i really do..
i just want you to know tt i'm here for you, always..like my title says, pls talk to me if you need to..pls don't keep it inside, it's not gd for you mentally and emotionally....i don't want to see you sad, i sincerely want you to be happy...
