Monday, November 15, 2004 11/15/2004 11:37:00 PM
sianz....y iz this happenin?
i juz heard some story on the radio...tis person has parents tt she can tell her feelings to, tell her everythin 2 them...her parents r lyk her frenz..well, kinda jealous cos i dun enjoy such things...let me explain..
1stly, they dun undertand..so most of the time, i din even bother 2 tell them at all..i'll hav tis thinkin tt i'm wasting my breath onli..den i somehow feel this "unfair treatment"...i seem 2 b doin everythin wrong in their eyes...they nv fail 2 keep pointin out my bad points...itz as if they nv c any gd side of me...
there's always comments at the wrong time...comments dun come when i needed them, it always comes when it was the laz thing i ever need at tt time den...sighz..there's no one 2 share my joy wif..worse when i'm stressed, worried, sad...i find tt i can nv find any solace at home, probably tt's y i always feel tt my frenz r more impt than my own family...probably tt's y i expect something frm some frenz sometimes....well, some of them disappoint me but some nv...
enuff of this...i'm so affected til i dun feel lyk stayin home at all...i'm always thinkin of goin somewhere 2 spend my time...i hope i can get over it soon...
exams comin liao...another 8 more daez n i'm gonna take my veri 1st paper..i'm still ok wif the studyin, been going back sch 2 study wif vivien n li siam...i can't wait 4 it 2 b over...countdown to laz paper: 14 daez...haahaa...tis reminds me of the countdown noticeboard in front of kranji's GO...it'z 4ever counting down 2 big exams lyk n, o levels...
itz mon n has onli been 2 daez since i laz saw u...but it feels as if it was a long time ago since i've laz seen u... miss u, muz take care k..esp ur '6-pack' stomach..dun deny it..haahaa
